Fear

I was on Bob Harper's website and he was talking about fear and how it can kill your weight loss.  When I thought of the things i'm scared of I thought of one thing.  If I lose this weight I won't know what to do with myself.  I have always been overweight and I've always been OK with it.  The smallest I can remember weighing was 165 the summer that I had cancer.  and that was after they took a 5 pound tumor out.  I am so oddly comfortable at this weight that I am scared I won't like being so small.  But then I hear myself say that and think of how stupid that sounds.  My Ex told me the same thing and all I said it that's crazy well that's what i'm telling myself now.  THATS CRAZY!!!!  I've got to get it together and move on because 12 pounds is NOT enough.  I've got about 80 to lose from here so Let's go and get this weight off so I can live the life I've never had before!